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To Shak: I have left my house, and gone exploring. I am no longer in Texas, but actually flew up to New York. I've been thinking about working on the album a bit earlier, but I'm still on vacation. Just waiting to start pretty much.
I'll probably end up shopping tomorrow, or just wandering around the big city.
Can't hold us down.. Kelly
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[30 Apr 2004|06:36pm] |
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Everyone around here seems to be happy. Shak, Charisma, Orlando, Keira...and others. Then there's me. Sitting in my house, and not wanting to leave. Avoiding calls. Anything to just..try and get over it. Wow...I'm just a big ole mess. I need to go out or something. I felt like amusing myself, so I went to AmIAnnoying.com. Look what I found about myself.
The Resume (April 24, 1982- ) Born in Burleson Texas Winner of American Idol (2002) Second place in the World Idol competition (January 1, 2004)
Why she might be annoying She constantly fidgets with her hair and clothing. She was angered when host Ryan Seacrest took a long pause before announcing her the winner of American Idol. She is shy. She is often not punctual. Although the rules clearly state that she was not allowed to have a contract with a record company she did produce demos for one. She has a nose piercing. She lost the World Idol competition to a Norwegian plumber. She could not hide her anger and disappointment of losing World Idol and stormed out without congratulating the winner.
Why she might not be annoying She quit smoking. She likes all genre of music from Bing Crosby to Bette Midler to Aretha Franklin to Reba Mcintyre. She beat out ten thousand contestants to win the first 'American Idol.' She ranked #91 (2003) in Stuff's 103 Sexiest Women. She does charity work for the March of Dimes and is Team Youth's first celebrity ambassador. She doesn't wear underwear (source: Blender Magazine).
Hmmm..excuse me, but when did I ever smoke?
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[28 Apr 2004|10:48pm] |
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*She walked to the computer, slowly wiping away her tears. She turned on the desk lamp, since the whole room was dark.*
I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm slowly falling into depression I guess it is. I don't want to go out, I just want to sit in the dark away from everyone. I don't even want to talk to anyone, but I always end up calling Shak. My mama thinks I'm crazy because this is not like me at all! I'm always the one going out and being a total dork. Making convo with every random person I see. The one to go and be the life of the party, but I've slowly just stopped doing that. Stopped going to parties..stopped talking to people I don't know..then stopped going surfing with Chester. Now I just sit at my house in the dark, call Shak and just cry. I don't know anymore.
My sad, sorry goodbye Kelly
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[24 Apr 2004|05:34pm] |
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Happy Birthday To Me. :D
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[23 Apr 2004|03:47pm] |
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I hung out with Chester today. Surfed, shopped, among other things. *smirks* All I can say was we had some fun. I took Shak's advice, since I felt so innocent when I was hanging out with the girls. So I just went out there and did mah thang. But yeah, I still gotta find a real guy I can be with, Chester's just...a buddy.
Love can be a many splended thing... Kelly
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[22 Apr 2004|10:36pm] |
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Today I got a call from him. Yeah. My ex, Justin Guarini. He decided he had to call me, because his slut of a girlfried was off doing something. So it's like he was basically sneaking to call me. I let that asshole know how much he hurt me, and how I felt. Know what happened? He made me start crying..then he started crying, telling me "Baby I'm so sorry. I never ment to hurt you." "Please don't be upset" "I still love you" blah blah blah..and all his bull. I can't take it. He hurt me, and wants me to forgive him? I'm sorry but I can't. Yeah he made my day a living hell, and made me all depressed, but I'll live right?
cuz I just move on.. Kelly
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[21 Apr 2004|04:38pm] |
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*She sat down by the computer and started it up. Her attention slowly drifted to out the window at the field out in the back of her house. "Finally home" she softly said, and looked back at the computer. Logs onto LiveJournal, and begins typing* I'm back in good ole Texas!
So yesterday was 4-20..y'all know what that means? *laughs and shakes her head* No, Kelly did not go out and smoke on National Smoke Out Day. Know what I did? I slept in a hotel in the middle of the Big Apple. I've been writting a lot lately, pretty much about the same thing..*Sighs* but this is how I get it out.
I'm Tired, Horny as hell, and Bored! Ugh I need something to do. Anyone having a party tonight? Or just want to do something? Please call me.
I wish.. Kelly
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[17 Apr 2004|09:01pm] |
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My tour is over. It's sad, but so amazing. Now I can chill at home and just hang out for awhile. Probably go home next weekend for my birthday. That's right..I'll be 22 on the 24th! *Smirks*
Last night's show was so much fun. Clay performed first, and I just couldn't stay backstage! I kept running out and being a dork! We had so much fun, and I know the fans loved it. Then after Clay did his little diddy, I went on. The fans were great. I had a lot of fun. Since it was the last show..I decided to sing one of the songs I wrote, that might go on the new album. It's one I wrote about Justin, that I wrote before we started to seriously date. I actually almost cried after I was done. The fans loved the new song, I really hope it gets on the album. Hell I want that to be my new single.
But I should be off. Don't forget to catch me on the "View" Wednesday. :D
Don't say you love me..... Kelly
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[16 Apr 2004|08:14pm] |
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*She ran up on the shore and quickly putting her board into the sand. She opened up her laptop and began to type on her LJ Client.
Quick update from the beach before I wipe out again. Shak brought me to the beach so we could hang out before I perform. I'm having so much fun. I even met Chester. *smiles looking over at him standing there with the surfboard* He's this hott surfer, who is teaching me all the basics. Hell..he's even better than Justin. Amazing huh? Well I'm gonna go catch some waves!!
Clarkson Out!...
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I feel like updating. :D Last night show was so much fun! I came out in one of my wigs, because Clay always bugs me about them. "I want to see you in one of your wigs Kelly!" this, and "Put on a wig" that, so I did it. I walked out when we were going to sing "Open Arms" with one on. It was funny. Tonight is the last show. Then I'm going to be working on my album. I have a lot of it done so far, It's kick ass! But okay, I should be off and think about what to do for the last show. Anyone in St.Paul, MN come check me out. Last night so it's going to be very fun. I'll update about the show later.
Moving on... Kelly
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